Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

The little "big" things....

We love our doctor. I mean love her! I was telling a friend all she has done for us and haphazardly made the comment "I know it isn't a big deal," and she said "no that is huge".
So maybe it is.
"The Lord directs the steps of the godly. He delights in every detail of their lives." Psalm 37:23. He continues to direct each and every step we take down to what may seem to many just the small details. It only becomes more evident to me further we go on this journey. I have read this Psalm many times before, but never seen it more than the last few weeks. He continues to arrange so many details from doctors and technician's with amazing compassion, dear friends and family praying constantly for us, and wisdom and guidance with Anastacia.
Our ultrasound went really well, considering. I was nervous going in, but had peace through the whole appointment. Have I said before how amazing Amos is? The peace and strength God continues to carry him with....... At one point he said to me, "If we have a hour, day, 100 days, or the miracle of a lifetime, whatever God gives us is a blessing."
Nothing has changed in terms of what the doctors are seeing with our sweet little boy. It is amazing when I look at him, he seems so normal to me. I can't tell anything is even wrong. I pray for God to help us to trust in Him, there are so many times I am afraid my own tiny seed of faith will be insufficient for the journey we are on. I know when I look all around me and see all that He has created and given purpose to, that surely I can trust Him to give purpose to our lives, to our little boy's life-the hard part is the "trust" and not needing to know "why".

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